Sparrow-hearted sailor.....

Monday, February 20, 2012

musik dan cinta dan dr. boyke

berhubung valentine baru aja lewat,
dan gua dinner penuh cinta dua kali dalam seminggu dgn fa blessed generation one.
dan juga banyak orang tulis macem2 di fb dalem minggu penuh cinta ini.

gua jd berpikir.
tampaknya hal seru yg kita kenal dgn nama cinta itu.
agak2 mirip dengan musik.

orang suka berceloteh:
"hmm. gua suka nih warna musik nya si anu"
"wuah gua ga suka warna suara si sam"
"ehh mantep ya nada2 lagunya"
dan seterusnya dan sebagaenya.

pertanyaan nya: benernya yg ngmg paham betul ga si yg diomongin?
gua rasa acap kali sayangnya kaga.
buktinya? gua cukup sering ngomong begitu. tp setela refleksi lagi,
benernya gua krg paham de.

nah! sama!
"wuah cinta mah bukan semestinya dirayakan seperti itu"
"ah cara mengejar yg baik itu seperti ini!"
"wuah bagusnya ya, cinta itu mesti bgini dong!"

tapi,, siapa sih cinta itu? apa si kerjaannya?
...
TENANG! gua ga bakal mengupas tuntas definisi cinta seperti layaknya kaum2 tertentu.
benernya bukan cuman ga mau. gua jg krg paham!

hm... tapi2 mari balik dolo ke topik kita!

siapa si cinta itu? (diulang biar lebi dramatis kyk sinetron)
paham betul ga si yg ngmg.
yah kalo lo tanya gua lagi. gua rasa si sering kali kita ga paham betul ya.
paling tidak, gua jujur ga paham betul de.
selama ini gua otodidak belajar soal cinta. musik juga separo otodidak.

tapi yang gua sadari.
seringkali walao kita otodidak.
kita berasa kita bener.

nah. perbedaannya?
ada dua yg gua kepikiran sekarang.
1. musik ada sekolahnya. ada teori yang dijunjung bersama oleh mayoritas musisi.
cinta? sekolah si jelas blon banyak/ belon ada ye. teori? banyakkk. gereja yang alkitabnya sejenis aja teori nya banyak. apalagi cinta. kitab suci nya banyak cuy. maklum. (saran gue sih kita mesti toleransi antar pemeluk cinta2 yg berbeda inget pancasila!)
2. musik ada ahli nya. ada (maapin kalo sala ketik nama) bachabel - canon in d, ada stephen tong (si om si mengaku dia jg seorg konduktor), chopin, oom sumantri, dsb.
nah temen kita cinta? gua aga kurang paham si. tapi gua tau satu. dr. boyke. dia termasuk?

emg ini post ga ad juntrungannya.
tapi mari kita saling menghormati dan berbagi pendapat.
asal yg maen musik masi enak didenger yah monggo2 aja.
asal si cinta ga didefinisikan sbg: saling menyalipkan, menyembilih, memperkosa, dan hal2 hina lainnya.
yah silahkan2 aja.

sbenernya gua baru kepikir yg nomer 3. bagus ni! (promosi sendiri)
3. musik itu bisa diklaim, di hak miliki. liat contoh musisi kita yg di omelin org luar, dan musisi kita yg omelin org m'sia. tapi cinta? dia sebebas oksigen cuy. atau bahkan lebih! #bersyukur

Saturday, February 11, 2012

si teman yang satu itu

tiba2 gua kangen temen gua yang satu itu
emang uda lama kita ga berbincang.
dan semakin gede, kayaknya makin beda kalo ngobrol.
makin lama, makin rumit aja perbincangan kita.

benernya, gua kangen kita yang pegi ke bakuteh waktu itu.
kayaknya idup lebi sederhana.

atau.
atau kita yang dgn dodol2nya muter2 paragon 7 atau 8 taon lalu.

atau.
kita yang lugu2nya berbondong2 ke pantai kute 10 taon lalu.
kayaknya idup lebi sederhana.

gua kangen pertemanan kita yg lebi sederhana dulu.

eh teman, ngomong2 gua ga berhasil,
ga berhasil buat jadi lebi pinter dari elo sedari 10 taon yg lalu.

ngomong2, gua juga kangen ngobrol sama otak pinter nya si teman.

Monday, January 9, 2012

i am waiting for my next flight to medan at 7.40
and i cant sleep now at lcct, kuala loumpou (as the steward pronounced it)
so i decide to blog!

let's talk about everything,
start with 2012.
i feel excited about this year for things that i dont know
maybe because i kind of get my freedom from studying
or maybe because i am trying to write down my wildest dream ever
sounds like too late, but in this case i guess,
late is better than never, right?

next, my resolutions.
i have never come with any serious one before.
this year i started with some on new year's eve.
and fulfilled one of them 3 hours into the new year!
i created a weibo account for myself!

and since i am starting to formulate my wildest dream,
i have set a few of wild resolutions!
hope really could fulfill that.

next,
this chair i am sitting is really not comfortable
my back is aching!
okay, will try to get some sleep
and if i achieve that crazy wild dream,
will let u know! :)

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

that last holiday trip

before i went for the trip to taiwan last december,
i watched this anime called letter bee.

letter bee basically is a name for "post-man" in this anime.
what makes a letter bee special is that in their world each city is separated with kind of desert.
and cruel monsters are lurking outside cities, so they need letter bees.
(at least this what my bro told me! LOL)

each letter bee has his own unique ability.
and there goes a senior of our hero in this anime,
he examines our hero and says, "his ability is his kindness"...

well...
i was half holding my laugh.
i had goosebumps.
i told myself, "i guess this cheesy thing works on that lil kid that ate siomay every day at 5.30pm waiting for the regular anime to be broadcasted"

and then, the next morning i flied to Taiwan.

during our trip, we did a lot of things.
it was a great one, but very tiring.
there was also my shen chia-yi hunting that should have a separate section to talk about
but trust me, it was a close one. :D
(even now, am listening to that song #freakfans)

the trip itself is a great one,
and we should talk about it other times.
let's now talk about the places.
HK and Taiwan.

i've been to both before.
however, i could remember little about everything there.
so this trip was like a fresh new thing for me.

HK is a great place to visit.
to shop.
to eat.
to visit my cousin.

and you can spend all day long just to shop.
and eat.
the price is good! :)

honestly,
the crowd is a bit too much for me.
but really having a local companion is awesome.
when our cousin came out to accompany us,
that was my best time in HK.
really thankful for him that only had a 2 hour sleep the night before.

and for taiwan,
i am crazy about this place.

i guess good food,
good shopping place,
pretty HK police officers,
smoking hot HK girls,
these dont win my heart.
they won my money though.

but then,
i guess i will want to stay in Taiwan. :)
and i think it is because of the people there.
i guess they have the same ability as our letter bee.
kindness.
i guess kindness wins my heart.

i think, together with my necklace,
i left my heart in taiwan.
and this is for the second time.
i wonder what will happen during my third visit.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

today is christmas!

apparently i successfully blog something today.

thanks to this hotel! best hotel so far.
i have gone roughly 20 xmases (consciously).
honestly speaking i really am dreamin of that white xmas.
i guess one day i should visit states in this jolly season.

this year i am in taiwan.
i cant tell you how, but this time xmas is so goooood.
not because that perhaps i could be at the same place as shen chia yi at any point of time.

but because it is just different.
i was a person without plan.
i planned on the fly.

then, after observing,
i realized that i should start planning.
then i started.

i started to plan everything.
from the simplest to my wildest dream.
of course not as good as the good planners that you may know.
but, i planned.

however,
i now get worried easily when i know i might not have what it takes.

then in these three days, i realize i should go back a step.
now i know i have to let go the final realization to the Script Writer.

i know some twists might look impossible to happen.
but, when the writer wants to write it, it needs to happen.

i think that's enough for jnow.
i have finished my toilet business.
now going to count down for xmas,
with all those xmas songs!

2 hours to go.
happy birthday script writer.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

syalala- title is never of importance

will be flying off in 8 hour time.
2009 was to japan, 2010 was to phuket, and this year is to taiwan!
excited!

actually, i just came back from indo after a 10-day trip there.
it was great there as usual.
business resumed as usual,
gaining back my 2 kgs of the 6 kgs i lost during my last semester.

am really thankful for this year.
especially for musical in october.
got to know people that i didnt really know before. :)
and those people really has helped to fill-up some space in my 2011 life. :)

dewi guan-im - of course she tops this list, no question
glenn - for talking non-sense with me during rehearsal
janette - my vocal instructor for this year
ong - for wrapping up my book since my mum last time did that
vanessa, mardian, ghon, aldo, eggie, and many morrrreeee.
and of course,
Shen Chia-Yi - for my favorite movie of the year!
never mind the golden horse, you will win it next year!

and also am really thankful for the multiplication this year.
my blog followers have increased tremendously.
infinite% !!!
--> calculation: 2-0/0*100%

I have been quite lucky this year.
being replied by Sidney early this year and Eboue later on this november.
saw a Surabaya wedding organizer that looked like Sandra Dewi.
i guess i might get to see Shen Chia-yi for real. :D

if i do, i will shave my head bald next year! HA!
time to sleep!

although a bit unlikely,
hope could post something during the trip!
ci vediamo belli!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

hi!!

seminggu ini banyak yg terjadi.
salah satunya berakirnya suda kebarista-an gue.
cukup sibuk ini dan itu siapin diri buat ke indo,
dan abis itu ke taiwan...
singkat cerita, 2 jem lagi gua mau pulang!

dan ini ada sedikit hadiah dari gue! :)
walao rada ancur, tapi baikla diliat niatnya. BUAKAKA
mungkin 2011 ini bakal jadi "na xie nian"
sambil nonton2 tampang dodol gue,
marila kita refleksi hal2 baik yang suda terjadi.
dan bersyukur. :)

btw, 3 hari lalu gua tepat 5 taon di negara ini.
haih. beta kangen tanah air!
ya suda met nonton.
ciao belli! :)

link berguna:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyjGRA5vNk8&feature=youtu.be
http://top10pinyinlyrics.blogspot.com/2011/09/translation-of-hu-xia-na-xie-nian.html

merry christmas and happy new year in advance!! :)