finally my so called training period has come to the closing stage.
and in the name of an expanding business,
it seems like this batch is going to be thrown out faster than anyone can anticipate.

and so it proceeded.
a third of the batch was sent out to the branches.
as good as one can explain it, the assignment to the branch sounded more like a dead sentence.
it was as if your doctor told you that you have a cancer.

the announcement was made in front of everyone.
when you escape from the sentence, you are in that mixed zone.
you are relieved, but, someone has taken over your place instead.
a little relieved smile was an enough salt for their wounds.

the best explanation i would love it to be true is that:
we have looked down upon the branch far too severe.
we still don't know what good things lie ahead there.
but there lies also another problem. precisely, we are unsure of things.

it has been quite a drama lately.
as soon as the announcement was made, things have calmed a little bit.
yet, it is like a morning after a storm in movies.
you suffer from a hangover-like state.
still unsure what is waiting for you ahead, but you know you have to just sail.
while hoping for everyone a good fortune.