yesterday my friend called me about an interview with a particular company that we all together know.
if you have heard the story, then you might feel this post useless,
but if it's otherwise, keep reading on! ;)

it's quite ironic.
yesterday i learned that there are at least three people interviewing for the position.
not that i feel pity to them.
in fact, if there were times where i second thought my decision,
yesterday would be one of them.

and the other irony was about our situation.
until late of the last two week,
we were both dying for a different reason,
of a same object though.

but, now it's no more.

and the killer question, my friend finally asked,
"are you working tomorrow?"

"ah, nope" i replied short.

not only because i did not want to dash any hope of his.
but, really, like i said, this funny lingering feeling is weirdly funny.

i am a bit difficult in telling the others if they ask.
not because i am reluctant to share.
it's just.. err..
difficult, you know.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSBFehvLJDc

it is something like the song, although not exactly the same.

ah fortunately,
today i had some avenue to banish the melancholic side for a while.
but if the question comes back,
i should tell them somehow a mysterious lion came and brought a great havoc.

p.s. it is a little bit difficult to say that, after all, these three months are good.
okay, well, it is close to four months. for real, nothing is wasted. ;)
maybe, that's why.