it feels real weird to be this free on a weekend morning.
i have a lot to do, especially my room is in a mess!
but, this strange feeling is too much to resist.

it is too strong, and it corners myself to my melancholic ruminative mood.
flashes of their faces brought that familiar butterfly turmoil in the stomach.
it seems like endorphins is running high.

one month is enough to make strangers to become people i'll be missing.
don't really hope that they will land here in the future,
but wish they know they are already missed much!
i know it's a silly wish.

haih.
still just can't get over it.
still cannot believe that it's just over like that.
it is really like a morning after christmas.
but, you know this one will never come again next year.

i still make that smile like a fool,
when seeing in my wallet these two polaroid photos,
things that are usually i don't care.

i know i will forget you, and you will forget me.
yea, inevitable i know.
but, at least i leave something here to remind my future self about this feeling.
the feeling that i hope will always linger.

and i still hope somewhat, somehow in the future,
our paths will come across again!
till we meet again friends! :)