the inglorious (little ungrateful) bastards

thinking about how we are like lately, i have been wanting to come up witha a name for us.

and, as far as my vocabulary is concerned, this is the coolest i can come up with.

the inglorious little ungrateful bastards.

during my little 24 years clocked in this world,  i have gone through a lot of times wondering about what if....

if only this and this were different, my life would be perfect. 

haven't we thought about that at least once this week?

we are perfect and deserve something better in our lives.

people have to do better to adjust to our opinions.

haven't we thought about that lately?

we think we deserve something better.

complaining and pressing onto that betterment. 

we seldom, rarely, and almost never think that, actually, we could have been worse.

we perhaps deserve worse.

and therefore indeed we need to be grateful.

have we thought about that this month? this week? today?

as for i am, i am fighting to be grateful each day,

to fight to put up that big smile like of those two korean australian twins',

to remind myself that it has been perfect since day one. 

sincerely,

inglorious little ungrateful bastard #6,509,430,233