the beginning...

yes.. this is the beginning of this lovely cute great and so on blog....

i created this blog more than 12 hours ago...
tried to fill in some stuff, but no...
no... nothing, i could fill nothing...

so, why i can fill something now?
of course, something bad, at least for me, just came to me..

then the mellowness, i don't know whether there is such word or not, struck me ..
after that, the willingness to fill this emptiness started emerging...
err.. the empitiness i mean is the emptiness of this blog...

this morning, actually this afternoon i woke up at 12 pm
woke up without any alarm...
no mika 'grace kelly' song today...
bcoz, no class this day...


washed towels...
took a bath at 4 pm...
started msn ing at 5 pm....

so...
i built some prohibited things 3 months ago...
i knew, it would come the day when i will be disappointed...
but, without realizing it, i am actually stubborn...

so....
today i felt disappointed for the first time...
and, i think i have to kill the things now...
but to kill it is much harder than to build it...

coz... i will never be able to really kill it...


....
actually today i wanted to study my SAT test,
but in the end, i studied nothing....


'this part of my life is called happyness'......
actually i will call all part of my life is happyness
yes with 'y'...


one day after April fool... 2007