ahh today i saw "closing time" and "someday we'll know" posted on facebook. very seldom i know about the songs people post on facebook. if i know, that means the song is either very popular or very old, or both of them. 

closing time is the closing song played every night in my school library. been hearing that for 4 years, i really miss the song now. i am missing school. i really do wish i could turn back time and sitting on the sofa of that library. in fact, i purposely stayed over a few times during my last semester just because i know i will be missing it. 

i know all those wise people are moving in this movement to really appreciate the present. and, this idea of feeding myself with the past is really not ideal. but, i really just can't help it as i always believe i learn the most in the past. and, inevitably it leads me to every now and then to go back there for things that i need. 

as i said, i am going back for christmas. like other fantasy-craving boys, i always dreamt about that magical christmas. actually i don't know what to dream. yet, when i was younger, i would still be very excited on christmas eve. at some eves, i was in fact very nervous about what is going to happen on the 25th. 

and, of course, as you can tell already, i would wake up on the 25th normally. and, walked onto the tv set, turned it on, and watched that pope again and again. wondering where the magic was. 

and, by the way i always missed land before time. i don't know why. 

this year, turning 24, honestly i still have that dream of that magical christmas. don't know how it will come. but, i am pretty sure that this christmas, the next one and the rest of them that i will see through will have great adventures waiting. 

i think i just love christmas. so, i wish you have a merry christmas in advance! i hope you love your christmas as much as i do. and hope no traffic jams or any other crap ruin our christmas! :)