the apple of my eye

when i should have been cramming for exam,

i am digressing. this time, i blog.

read this blog while listening to this to help you cast the boredom away :)

today, i watched you're the apple of my eye.

this movie as other good asian movies really stirred me up.

while i was coming back home with my bro,

we were talking about this movie while i was having my gong-cha for the day.

i just cant resist to love this movie.

it is sweet, stupid.

and it is so realistic.

it depicts freakingly good,

how fun the high school life could be,

how great college life could be,

how hard we were in love those days,

how stupid we were during those days,

the day when you are happy when you see her putting up a pony tail,

when you talked on the phone for ages,

when even studying can be so much fun,

even if you haven't felt that for ages, or even at all (like me :p),

watching them, will excite you!

at least, it excited me so much.

the movies left you with a lot of what-ifs.

a way too much that it still arouses me until now.

it realistically reminded me of how many what-ifs that i could have done,

...........

...........

and the call Chia-Yi made,

and those lines:

Guy: you want let me to chase after you again?

Girl: *laughing*... hmm.. I am afraid this time, not possible.

..........

that moment is....

is magical

is there really going to be another time?

anyway,

the movie ended not as you wish it could happen in disney.

it happens a lot of times in our lives,

we do not choose something that in fact stirs us inside.

my prof said man looks after the beauty.

woman on the other hand looks after stability.

i know it is often believed that 'spark' is not the key.

some experts argue that this 'sparking' love is a waste of time.

but, is it really so?

shouldnt we go for the one that arouse us?

isnt that adventurous edge that makes this short life worth living?

after pondering that much inside my lil brain,

we reached home, and gone also my gong-cha.

and struck me once more,

how close i am to the end of my college life.

it is almost gone like my gong-cha.

thanks to the experts,

I have been single thruout my life.

and at times, i have been scarred to have a relationship.

wishing for that successful one that leads straightaway to marriage.

and, when i have one in the future,

i'll make sure it is an amazing one.

stirring me inside out.

will not let my life following a blueprint of others.

and will not let others to copy mine.

i think, we should have one of our own to tell.

and (trust me this is going to be last "and"),,,

for all the puppy loves i experienced,

for me, it is not a waste of time. :)

by now, i have been digressing for almost an hour.

if only i had Chia-Yi, maybe i will study harder.

but really, i will enjoy this last exam week as an undergraduate.

the very few last sips of my college life.

lastly,

thank God for inventing this eros,

powerful it is!

not only hands and legs, it cost uriah his life.

thank God i am still single.

i really am enjoying whatever i am doing now.

when it is really the time,

i promise to let it burn as it is supposed to be.

*still waiting for my turn patiently here :)