just read an interesting quote a few days ago.

it goes something like this: it advises you not to do sth that you are not good at.

and of course, it has that religious accent too.

it struck me.

i have been doing things that i am not good at.

i have loved what i am told not to.

and the most well-known people telling me this? maybe, titiek puspa.

and the one that did not live long in my mind; which is good.

but that very attitude brought me to be in the GAYA 2009: maria monique.

i am grateful i joined that bunch of people.

when the production ended, i went back home.

stood in front of my home. did not want to go inside.

in my happiness, i was asking myself:

would i ever get anything better than this.

i feared the answer is no.

that was 2 years ago.

honestly, i really did not experience anything better than that.

at least, i think so at the moment.

and, the very same attitude makes me in another musical production.

as i said few posts ago. there is this problem.

that i know what, but i dont know how to solve.

it is still there.

i dont have the answer yet...

but one thing that i am pretty sure at the moment.

i can tell that.

this mencari putri the musical might be the most plain musical title i have ever been.

and...

yet, this is the best musical up to now.

and i seldom say anything 'is the best'.

i dont often compliment things, unless it is arsenal and God.

i think...

i love you guys. (i cant believe i have said this so many times). :)

and that particular attitude,

maybe i've got it from watching anime too much

especially naruto. apparently it is not that good for my health.