i once dreamed of singing on a stage.

i knew it was as if i wish i were born caucasian.

it seemed like no baby step available.

i needed to make that leap. and it is hopeless, as i did not know how to jump.

now, i have that chance.

same old same old. cannot fix what i could not fix.

that is the worst when you know what to fix, but dont know how to fix.

25 days away.

i know. if worst comes to worst, one day before i will keep repeating "i surrender all" on my iphone

and tweet sidney mohede the next morning telling him that i wish i were him.

i know he will not reply me this time though.

one thing i am pretty sure. i will work my socks off.

know that talent was not really coming with me into this world.

but hard work was given.

finally, i pray hard that i am always reminded that in every victory,

He is my hope, He is my strength.

hope this musical is the show of how glorious the cross is!

though i dont know how directly it can do that! haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgTBRT-cZls

still that same just-waken-up boy who sings terribly and strums terribly. :))