bloody brilliant life. (you're right Blunt)

i am back here in singapore. :)
healthy. fat. and of course SINGLE.

and....
to be honest. i just wanna be honest.
since it's my blog i think i can.

i am tired.
and a bit regret joining this tlg musical.
ha ha ha.
i wish i cud be longer there.

there is a chance i will say the other thing at the end of the show.
like i did last time joining this kind of thing.

my holiday was so good,
until i woke up and remembered a thing about this musical.

btw i just read the email from my brother to all the blessed members
and i think i am supposed not to write something like 'giving up' words.

but i just want to complaint. just want to moan.
let me do it. i will be better in no time. i suppose.

but
i am a man. at least a boy.
so i am not a quitter.
and i will finish what i started. whatever it takes.

however.
it never changes that
i miss indonesia.
and the people i know.
and some unfinished affairs make it worse.