pre exam post 1

i always ask,
and i still remember that i asked it last week.
how can those idols who are going home can still sing a song?
their last songs in the stage.
how?

though they felt dejected, down after were kicked out from the race
they still finished their last songs.

erm, today i was allowed to be in the same situation
and i just could not finish it. lol...

and then when i write this post.
i again remember my friend, yoshua again.
in our one and only physics competition.
we reached the final 5. (not channel 5)
and we did really bad.
we were -200 from the other group.
and still we are asked for some comments about the competition held.

and when we are asked,
yoshua asked me to go and talk something.
but i said
no, i won't do it. already did that bad, just walk away and go home.
but after a while, i just decided to go up and talk some crap.

after that, came the time for anouncing the winner.
and we all the competitors are asked to go up.
again, i complained, and said that,
we are going up to be the last rite? lol

and then,
position five....
not us.
huaa...
we were so happy knowing that at least we won from somebody. lol
position four...
we thought it must be us, but never mind position 4 is okay..
but then. it is not us...
huaaa..
we were damn happy, we knew that we must be third.
and third is kind of miracle for us.
position three....

not us...

we were stunned. happy and could not say anything.
we knew we were not going to be first.
since the other group's score was so high.
but then, second was already too good.
while we were congratulating each other
our name were called for the second.

i know that the miracle probably won't work now.
but then. why don't we try again next time. lol =D...