my friend,

you look worried.

you are a nice person, but very difficult to talk to when you are unhappy.

i dont know why you are worried.

but i know everything is going to be fine. :)

this one does not need faith to see - as faith is a proof of what cannot be seen.

i know you will not read this.

if only you know, my silence is my faith that everything is gonna be okay.

eh! apparently faith is involved.

i think, eventually, in HIM we need to trust. :)

today, i went to watch janette's performance at esplanade.

it was simply astonishing.

she sang great. music sounded good and the musicians looked cool!

it made me worried though. what would i be on 1st october?

i think there is a big gap for me to fill in.

but, i dont know what to fill it with.

i am really not sure i can sing anything close to what she was singing.

back to her performance. she was really impressive.

i just have this feeling that she could be that "your-friend-that-appears-in-idol"

hope she has a good career ahead of her! :)

again, i cant post this in either facebook and twitter.

i am afraid it affects my chance to get married. ha!

anyway, i just wanna share this love that i have.

people may question why i have to approach it this way.

seriously, i dont know.

what i believe is that both of us are proud of how things turn out.

hope one day people can understand.. :)

to avoid any discomfort possibly caused, i just share it here.

it is a sensitive issue after all.

i have a song that tells all.

really pardon my limitation in guitar n singin.

and never never share the link to others. --"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igeuRx9E6Yc

i love this song! :)