no regret. no intention of changing the past.

but i envy them..

actually i will never have an option of: all of the above.

yeah. unlike in exam...

i know now what i wanted to write few days ago.

i just wanted to say that:

i actually dislike people that in front of me look like trust me,

when actually they don't..

and i dislike the most when i can find out about it.

At least, they should try to not let me know.

haih. but i am not bothered to tell them either.

the CEO of Kraft said that we should conserve our energy very very well.

because, we simply only have a limited energy.

i am thinking of writing a lot of things.

but there are things that can only be kept alone for myself.

ms. luna maya and ms. prita surely has taught us something.

hahh.... too bad.

tulisan sebelun berak

i haven't written for so long.
so long until these fingers look so rusty in front of the keyboard.
a lil bit of exercise on keyboard is probably important, to prepare me for the new term of school.

i think, the story of me pulling myself out of GAYA is quite known by you.
so i believe, there is no use for me to repeat the same story again.
here i just want to tell the progress of the story.

one political pundit in indonesia once said:
friendship and hatred are not eternal in politics.
as long as there is need, friendship can live.

i quite agree with him. especially with the first statement.
i can actually apply it in this GAYA story.
as predicted. my decision was questioned by many.
perhaps, it is still questioned by many.
However, it wont be forever.
and i can see that things are getting better.

persons who looked to have so much loathe against me,
now, they look okay. they dont look good like it used to be. but okay is enough for me.
i can live with 'okay' condition. :)
as we know together, i am a typical low maintenance friend you can have. :p

i quite envy them; a family called GAYA 2010.
i had my chance though. :)
so mother mary probably will whisper 'let it be'.
besides, i had my one month fattening holiday which i also wouldnt trade with anything else. :)