10 juni 2009.
akirnya gua umur 21. senank.
next time bisa masuk casino.
bisa maen2 jadi god of gambler. cihuy. =)
ngomonk2 soal 10 juni.
taon lalu 10 juni itu keknya hari selasa pas FA.
taon ini hari rebo. pas FA juga.
tapi ga ada FA taon ini.
walo notabene FA itu ga bisa diganti aktipitas laen.
he he he ;p
ngomonk2 soal rebo.
gua jadi inged.
waktu itu hari minggu yaa..
laluu gua liad2 warta. liad renungan harian.
intip2 firman 10 juni.
terus bunyinya seru loh:
dia cerita soal mengapa Tuhan itu buad orank yank suda lansia,
semakin lemah dan lemah dan lemah.
alesannya: kata dia supaya semakin tua, biar kita semakin mendekad ke Tuhan.
dan semakin pengen pergi dari tubuh lemah ini ke tempad yank kekal.
beuh, dalem lubuk ati gua yg palink dalam,
si andreas kecil berteriak:
wuih pirman yank cocok buad orank ulank taon ni. ha ha ha....
nah2. ngomonk2 soal lubuk ati.
gua lagi pingin mengucapkan terima kasi
dari lubuk ati yg palink dalem.
buad 237,000 orank yank suda ada di bradel,
buad nemenin gua lewatin jem 12.
juga buad 1,024,568 orank yank uda ke taka,
buad permak gua jadi adam lambert. wohoo!
terima kase yak. =)
ngomonk2.
ada satu hal yank terjadi persis kek taun lalu sih.
gua sedank mandi ketika jem 12 teng. =)
wekekeke.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
legenda sayur kol dan gravitasi: esensi dari keidupan
heee. belakangan ini. singapur panas.
terutama kamar gua.
ada kepanasan yank sangadlah eksotis yank tidak tau darimana datanknya.
gua ada belajar geografi waktu sd dolo.
dolo diajarin kalo iklim itu:
mencakup daerah luas dan mempengaruhi daerah itu dalam waktu lama.
tapi tidak begitu di ruma ini.
kamar si ranu cuman beda berapa langkah dari kamar gua.
dingin. sejuk.
sedang di kamar gua. seakan2 ini ada di gurun. buek
tapi tak mengapa.
ini keknya emank epek global warming.
mungkin lama2 bisa ada meteor mau datank.
terus butuh astronot buad kesana ledakin itu meteor.
terus lagu mulae diputer...
'i cud stay awake to hear you breathinggg......'
lalu brus wilis muncul dengan brewoknya. dst dst.
intinye, kalo kata koko mah panas...
yahh intinye.
di hari2 gua yank suntuk panas dan ga jelas ini.
gua liatin nick orank2 di msn...
terus sampelah ke nick seseorank.
erm. kira kira gini bunyi nya:
'gravity, can we blame it if two people fall in love'
by: sukardi.
kek quote2 yank ada di kartu hallmark bah.
'sukardi' itu benernya nama samaran (walo gua rasa kalian tau sapa dia)
disamarkan demi alasan keamanan, keaslian, dan kemurnian cita rasa buahnya.
walopun gua bukan galileo.
gua akan mencoba menjawabnya.
jawabannya: tidak bisa sukardi.
alesannya:
setau gua yank namanya gravitasi itu adalah nama pelajaran di fisika.
dan gravitasi itu ditemukan oleh si Ah Niu.
si Ah Niu itu punya 3 aturan emas.
sala satunya adala: Faksi = Freaksi
nahhh...
sedank cinta itu ga begitu sukardi.
Faksi tidak sama dengan Freaksi.
lo kasi aksi 10 Newton belun tentu balik sepulu sepulu nya.
bisa dibalikin enol malah.
tapiii..
kalo mao diliad sisi positip nya
dan sisi rohani nya....
untunk cinta itu kek gituu...
karna...
kalo Faksi ke Tuhan=F reaksi dari Tuhan
kyknya bisa berabe dee.
bisa2 ini blog ga selese,
gua uda masuk koran besok.
yah intinya se ga bisa di, menyalahkan si gravitasi.
------------------
hari ini makin di chomp2 barenk2 yank laen...
hasil pembicaraan:
keknya si rancu bakal segera jadian ni.
disusul si koko.
lalu tak lama setela itu si bimbo pasti menyusul.
lalu dari pembicaraan ini.
gua makin ngerti apa kata si john eldredge,
di 'wild at heart'; buku bagus yank lun gua abiskan itu.
si jon perna bilank:
'one day, the Lord will allow you being hurt by your most loved one'
He will means He will. no exception....
dan bukan salah orank itu sepenu nya kadank.
pada dasarnya Tuhan juga yank pengen itu terjadi.
biar kita makin deked ke die.
dan mgkn itu alesannya kenapa kita mengampuni.
seperti gua mengampuni si tukank mixed rice tadi pagi.
ketika dia kasi gua sayur kol seiprid.
padahal sayur kol itu cuman brapa cent sehh.
dasar tukank mixed rice kutu!!
ga beradab. sembelekete. @#%$@#@$#@
hosh hosh hosh....
iye2. jadi intinya harus memaapkan daahh..
kata orank bijak: itu yank jadi esensi keidupan. ;p
terutama kamar gua.
ada kepanasan yank sangadlah eksotis yank tidak tau darimana datanknya.
gua ada belajar geografi waktu sd dolo.
dolo diajarin kalo iklim itu:
mencakup daerah luas dan mempengaruhi daerah itu dalam waktu lama.
tapi tidak begitu di ruma ini.
kamar si ranu cuman beda berapa langkah dari kamar gua.
dingin. sejuk.
sedang di kamar gua. seakan2 ini ada di gurun. buek
tapi tak mengapa.
ini keknya emank epek global warming.
mungkin lama2 bisa ada meteor mau datank.
terus butuh astronot buad kesana ledakin itu meteor.
terus lagu mulae diputer...
'i cud stay awake to hear you breathinggg......'
lalu brus wilis muncul dengan brewoknya. dst dst.
intinye, kalo kata koko mah panas...
yahh intinye.
di hari2 gua yank suntuk panas dan ga jelas ini.
gua liatin nick orank2 di msn...
terus sampelah ke nick seseorank.
erm. kira kira gini bunyi nya:
'gravity, can we blame it if two people fall in love'
by: sukardi.
kek quote2 yank ada di kartu hallmark bah.
'sukardi' itu benernya nama samaran (walo gua rasa kalian tau sapa dia)
disamarkan demi alasan keamanan, keaslian, dan kemurnian cita rasa buahnya.
walopun gua bukan galileo.
gua akan mencoba menjawabnya.
jawabannya: tidak bisa sukardi.
alesannya:
setau gua yank namanya gravitasi itu adalah nama pelajaran di fisika.
dan gravitasi itu ditemukan oleh si Ah Niu.
si Ah Niu itu punya 3 aturan emas.
sala satunya adala: Faksi = Freaksi
nahhh...
sedank cinta itu ga begitu sukardi.
Faksi tidak sama dengan Freaksi.
lo kasi aksi 10 Newton belun tentu balik sepulu sepulu nya.
bisa dibalikin enol malah.
tapiii..
kalo mao diliad sisi positip nya
dan sisi rohani nya....
untunk cinta itu kek gituu...
karna...
kalo Faksi ke Tuhan=F reaksi dari Tuhan
kyknya bisa berabe dee.
bisa2 ini blog ga selese,
gua uda masuk koran besok.
yah intinya se ga bisa di, menyalahkan si gravitasi.
------------------
hari ini makin di chomp2 barenk2 yank laen...
hasil pembicaraan:
keknya si rancu bakal segera jadian ni.
disusul si koko.
lalu tak lama setela itu si bimbo pasti menyusul.
lalu dari pembicaraan ini.
gua makin ngerti apa kata si john eldredge,
di 'wild at heart'; buku bagus yank lun gua abiskan itu.
si jon perna bilank:
'one day, the Lord will allow you being hurt by your most loved one'
He will means He will. no exception....
dan bukan salah orank itu sepenu nya kadank.
pada dasarnya Tuhan juga yank pengen itu terjadi.
biar kita makin deked ke die.
dan mgkn itu alesannya kenapa kita mengampuni.
seperti gua mengampuni si tukank mixed rice tadi pagi.
ketika dia kasi gua sayur kol seiprid.
padahal sayur kol itu cuman brapa cent sehh.
dasar tukank mixed rice kutu!!
ga beradab. sembelekete. @#%$@#@$#@
hosh hosh hosh....
iye2. jadi intinya harus memaapkan daahh..
kata orank bijak: itu yank jadi esensi keidupan. ;p
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
in love......
uahh..
i think love is right round the corner....
not for me.. unfortunately..
or probably fortunately... :)
many are busy building up their portfolios.
for jobs.
for love.
he he he.
haha. ganbatte ne~ for all of you^^
i wont say much for today's blog.
today, i'd like to let you read what i read earlier this week.
and yes, probably you are asking 'does andreas have time to do so?'
in my very tight scheduled life, i still have time for reading.
because reading is important.
by reading, you can learn almost anything.
dolly parton said so.
so without further do,,
here it is:
FALL IN LOVE?? CAN I BLAME MY HORMONES??
BY: Alvernia Eka Poetry...
(the name sounds familiar right?? ;p)
Iseng-iseng baca notes orang yang lagi ngomongin pasangan hidup. Topik yang anak muda banget, pasti rame.. Ngeliat trus liat komen-komen yang bermunculan di foto 2 orang, cewe dan cowo, baru aja diambil 2 hari yang lalu, dan sangat rame dikomentarin.. Wew..
Sebenernya cinta itu apa sih?? What is love??
Kesampingkan dululah arti-arti Alkitabiah..
I know, God is love.. I know, Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails... (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
Ya.. ya.. ya..
Mari kita coba bahas dari sisi scientificnya..
Menurut artikel yang pernah gw baca, ada hormon-hormon yang bekerja ketika kita jatuh cinta.
1. Dopamine
Hormon ini bikin kita addict.. Dopamine memberikan sensasi yang sama kalo kita pake kokain. Belom pernah jatuh cinta dan mau tau rasanya?? Pake kokain! Tapi saya sama sekali tidak menganjurkannya loh, efek sampingnya macem-macem.. Kalian bisa tau lah dari seminar-seminar NAPZA yang sering diadain di sekolah dan di kampus.
Ketika kita melihat orang yang kita suka, kita seperti mendapatkan suntikan dopamine. As I say before, it's addictive. Everyone who has been in love knows they wanted to see the one they were in love with again and again and again.
Sayangnya, kalo kalian udah berhubungan dengan orang yang sama, sekitar 2 tahun lah.. Tubuh kita tidak memproduksi dopamine sebanyak ketika kita baru-baru aja jatuh cinta. The feeling of being in love slowly changed in loving him or her.
2. Fenylethylamine
Uhhh.. Susah bacanya!!
Fenylethylamine diproduksi oleh otak kita. Ini nih hormon yang bisa kita kambinghitamkan bila kita ngerasa deg-degan, napas jadi ngos-ngosan, mulai berkeringat, gugup, salting, dan ngerasa seneng di saat yang sama karena kira ngeliat orang yang kita suka lewat. Hehehehe..
Sensasi yang sama bisa kita dapetin kalo kita mengkonsumsi keju, coklat, atau red wine dalam jumlah banyak. Hormon ini akan diproduksi oleh jika kita melihat sesuatu (atau seseorang) yang kita suka. Excitement!! Hormon ini menyebabkan kita jadi excited karena kita ngeliat sesuatu yang kita suka, atau sebaliknya.. Ketika kita ketakutan, hormon ini juga diproduksi ama otak..
Gitu kan perasaan kalo tiba-tiba kecengan lo lewat? Antara senang dan takut, trus serba salah lah pokoknya..
3. Adrenaline
Sapa yang gak pernah tau nama hormon ini.. KETERLALUAN!! Balik ke SD sana!! Hahaha..
Hormon ini membuat kita menjadi agresif. Hormon yang membuat kita bisa melakukan apa aja, apalagi di saat kepepet. Hahaha..
Hormon ini diproduksi tubuh kalo kita lagi sangat marah, sangat ketakutan, merasa sangat kepanasan atau kedinginan, atau abis olahraga berat pas fitnes.. Hormon ini nih yang bikin kita suka nepsong kalo lagi berduaan doang ama si doi.. Hati-hati.. Kalo mulai nepsong, minumlah yang manis2.. Loh?? Just kidding.. Hahaha.. Efek dari hormon ini mirip-mirip kayak Fenylethylamine.
4. Endorphin
Endorphine ini semacem morfin yang diproduksi tubuh kita kalo tubuh kita merasa sakit. Yap, it's a painkiller. Morfin kan punya efek yang sama seperti opium dan heroin yang bisa bikin kita ngerasa seneng mulu.
Makan makanan berlemak, coklat, dan makanan manis (ada gulanya) membuat tubuh kita memproduksi lebih banyak Endorphin.. (now I know why chocolate is women's best friend!!)
An orgasm or running more than just around the block or farther has the same effect. *wow..*
Kalo badan kita memproduksi sedikit Endorphin, kita bisa ngerasa depresi loohh.. Hati-hati.
Dua yang terakhir akan dijelaskan dengan bahasa Inggris biar gak terlalu vulgar..
5. Vasopressin
Vasopressin works for men in the same way as oxytocine does for women.
If you want enough of this hormone, you'd better drink no alcohol. Alcohol is a restraining factor for the production of Vasopressin. When a man ejaculates there is a large amount of this hormone made by the hypothalamus and released in the blood stream. Vasopressin is also an antidiuretic hormone. So when you have enough of this hormone, you won’t wet your pants very easy. (If you have them on)
6. Oxytocin
Oxytocin also called the mother hormone or cuddle hormone because when a mom breastfeeds her baby, this hormone is produced in large quantities. When you hug or caress, this hormone is produced too. It makes you feel connected, takes away fear and makes you feel confident. That’s why a lot of people need foreplay before being able to make love all the way.
Naahhhhh... Setelah tau ini, apa pendapat kalian??
Tuhan mank hebat, hormon-hormon ini hanya bekerja bila stimulusnya muncul.. dan tentunya stimulusnya berbeda-beda untuk setiap orang. Hehehehe.. Ketika semua hormon ini bekerja, it's just a "flick".. and you fall in love!!
Makanya gw percaya pas orang bilang,"Fall in love is easy, but staying in the commitment to love is very hard"..
Lalu, kesimpulannya apa??
Fall in love?? Can I my blame my hormones?? Wakakaka..
----------------
okay, well.
hope this will help anyone who is in love. ;p
i think love is right round the corner....
not for me.. unfortunately..
or probably fortunately... :)
many are busy building up their portfolios.
for jobs.
for love.
he he he.
haha. ganbatte ne~ for all of you^^
i wont say much for today's blog.
today, i'd like to let you read what i read earlier this week.
and yes, probably you are asking 'does andreas have time to do so?'
in my very tight scheduled life, i still have time for reading.
because reading is important.
by reading, you can learn almost anything.
dolly parton said so.
so without further do,,
here it is:
FALL IN LOVE?? CAN I BLAME MY HORMONES??
BY: Alvernia Eka Poetry...
(the name sounds familiar right?? ;p)
Iseng-iseng baca notes orang yang lagi ngomongin pasangan hidup. Topik yang anak muda banget, pasti rame.. Ngeliat trus liat komen-komen yang bermunculan di foto 2 orang, cewe dan cowo, baru aja diambil 2 hari yang lalu, dan sangat rame dikomentarin.. Wew..
Sebenernya cinta itu apa sih?? What is love??
Kesampingkan dululah arti-arti Alkitabiah..
I know, God is love.. I know, Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails... (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
Ya.. ya.. ya..
Mari kita coba bahas dari sisi scientificnya..
Menurut artikel yang pernah gw baca, ada hormon-hormon yang bekerja ketika kita jatuh cinta.
1. Dopamine
Hormon ini bikin kita addict.. Dopamine memberikan sensasi yang sama kalo kita pake kokain. Belom pernah jatuh cinta dan mau tau rasanya?? Pake kokain! Tapi saya sama sekali tidak menganjurkannya loh, efek sampingnya macem-macem.. Kalian bisa tau lah dari seminar-seminar NAPZA yang sering diadain di sekolah dan di kampus.
Ketika kita melihat orang yang kita suka, kita seperti mendapatkan suntikan dopamine. As I say before, it's addictive. Everyone who has been in love knows they wanted to see the one they were in love with again and again and again.
Sayangnya, kalo kalian udah berhubungan dengan orang yang sama, sekitar 2 tahun lah.. Tubuh kita tidak memproduksi dopamine sebanyak ketika kita baru-baru aja jatuh cinta. The feeling of being in love slowly changed in loving him or her.
2. Fenylethylamine
Uhhh.. Susah bacanya!!
Fenylethylamine diproduksi oleh otak kita. Ini nih hormon yang bisa kita kambinghitamkan bila kita ngerasa deg-degan, napas jadi ngos-ngosan, mulai berkeringat, gugup, salting, dan ngerasa seneng di saat yang sama karena kira ngeliat orang yang kita suka lewat. Hehehehe..
Sensasi yang sama bisa kita dapetin kalo kita mengkonsumsi keju, coklat, atau red wine dalam jumlah banyak. Hormon ini akan diproduksi oleh jika kita melihat sesuatu (atau seseorang) yang kita suka. Excitement!! Hormon ini menyebabkan kita jadi excited karena kita ngeliat sesuatu yang kita suka, atau sebaliknya.. Ketika kita ketakutan, hormon ini juga diproduksi ama otak..
Gitu kan perasaan kalo tiba-tiba kecengan lo lewat? Antara senang dan takut, trus serba salah lah pokoknya..
3. Adrenaline
Sapa yang gak pernah tau nama hormon ini.. KETERLALUAN!! Balik ke SD sana!! Hahaha..
Hormon ini membuat kita menjadi agresif. Hormon yang membuat kita bisa melakukan apa aja, apalagi di saat kepepet. Hahaha..
Hormon ini diproduksi tubuh kalo kita lagi sangat marah, sangat ketakutan, merasa sangat kepanasan atau kedinginan, atau abis olahraga berat pas fitnes.. Hormon ini nih yang bikin kita suka nepsong kalo lagi berduaan doang ama si doi.. Hati-hati.. Kalo mulai nepsong, minumlah yang manis2.. Loh?? Just kidding.. Hahaha.. Efek dari hormon ini mirip-mirip kayak Fenylethylamine.
4. Endorphin
Endorphine ini semacem morfin yang diproduksi tubuh kita kalo tubuh kita merasa sakit. Yap, it's a painkiller. Morfin kan punya efek yang sama seperti opium dan heroin yang bisa bikin kita ngerasa seneng mulu.
Makan makanan berlemak, coklat, dan makanan manis (ada gulanya) membuat tubuh kita memproduksi lebih banyak Endorphin.. (now I know why chocolate is women's best friend!!)
An orgasm or running more than just around the block or farther has the same effect. *wow..*
Kalo badan kita memproduksi sedikit Endorphin, kita bisa ngerasa depresi loohh.. Hati-hati.
Dua yang terakhir akan dijelaskan dengan bahasa Inggris biar gak terlalu vulgar..
5. Vasopressin
Vasopressin works for men in the same way as oxytocine does for women.
If you want enough of this hormone, you'd better drink no alcohol. Alcohol is a restraining factor for the production of Vasopressin. When a man ejaculates there is a large amount of this hormone made by the hypothalamus and released in the blood stream. Vasopressin is also an antidiuretic hormone. So when you have enough of this hormone, you won’t wet your pants very easy. (If you have them on)
6. Oxytocin
Oxytocin also called the mother hormone or cuddle hormone because when a mom breastfeeds her baby, this hormone is produced in large quantities. When you hug or caress, this hormone is produced too. It makes you feel connected, takes away fear and makes you feel confident. That’s why a lot of people need foreplay before being able to make love all the way.
Naahhhhh... Setelah tau ini, apa pendapat kalian??
Tuhan mank hebat, hormon-hormon ini hanya bekerja bila stimulusnya muncul.. dan tentunya stimulusnya berbeda-beda untuk setiap orang. Hehehehe.. Ketika semua hormon ini bekerja, it's just a "flick".. and you fall in love!!
Makanya gw percaya pas orang bilang,"Fall in love is easy, but staying in the commitment to love is very hard"..
Lalu, kesimpulannya apa??
Fall in love?? Can I my blame my hormones?? Wakakaka..
----------------
okay, well.
hope this will help anyone who is in love. ;p
Monday, June 8, 2009
a story behind a story and a curtain.......
GAYA 2009, first day...
1 hour before the show.
i started to worry. and then i put on my brother's ipod.
set it at the almost maximum volume.
this habit actually leads me to buy my own ipod later.
i wanted to find peace. so that i can perform better.
i picked up-tempo songs. and most of them are hillsongs'.
a bit religious, i thought, would help.
and in fact they did help.
after turning on the song, i wanted to find a good place to sit.
all places are crowded with people with their own business.
until i found a bed. behind the curtain.
it was dark. no one can see me. and i see almost no one.
'good place' i thought.
but as people always say, all good things are taken.
e.g. nice, decent, pretty lady. and whatever 'good adjective' that is combined with the word 'lady'.
yep. this small nice bed in a dark place with a very good privacy.
is taken.
but, i need a seat. so i politely, as i do all the time, ask her:
'may i sit here?'
and the girl that was there first said 'yes'
i forget how eventually we start chatting.
as i initially just wanted to get that peace from the hillsong song.
anyway, eventually i turned off the ipod.
and talked to her.
all things are brought into the talk.
until she asked,
'hei, so your record is clean. isn't it?'
then i replied,
'as in, never been in relationship?.. yes it is'
and i continued,
'yes, and by the help of few women, i keep my record clean'
and it was said very well,
as if i have broken world record.
and she said,
'ahh.... for me, by breaking some guys' hope, i am still single'
me: ough. okay. why? they are not good enough?
her: erm.. i had a bet with my friend. if i can keep myself being single,
for a year. that friend will treat me.
--> heh.... what an unfair world!
if that friend of her is mine. and the same bet is thrown at me.
i can win this for 20 years.
and i will have a free meal every year, at least once....
okay anyway, lets continue....
me: oo okay. and that one year has passed?
her: nope. but almost. i think i'll win it. *laugh*
me: hooo.... good for you then.
MC started the show.
and. we knew we had to stop.
and of course we did stop.
then, we exchanged some encouraging good words for the show.
then i left for my post. left wing.
GAYA 2009, second day...
first day was good.
but 1 hour before the show.
i felt the same anxiety.
i went straight to the bed.
ready with ipod on my both ears.
thank god. it was empty.
and dark, very dark.
and the same formula worked.
i gained my peace.
this time, i knew i would perform in front of my church friend.
a bit nervous. i wished i could do well.
30 mins before the show...
a guy came and sat with me.
then, i put off the ipod.
and had a chat.
until the girl from the first day came...
and joined us.
and....
suddenly nobody talked.
weird.
that girl broke the crowd.
and brought up the silence....
she looked gloomy.
to break that weird silence,
i said,
'my friends come to watch me...'
her: ooo, nice!!
me: erm yeah,..
another weird silence came.
me: and well, are you alright? you dont look like it.
her: ermph... my family come to watch me.
me: ooo good! i wish mine will come too.
--> my brother came though, i think to check out his ipod.
he would be happy to know that his ipod havent become two different pieces ;p
her: okay. i am worried. afraid.
me: haha. you will be fine.. *as i will* ;p
her: okay...
then after that. i shoke her hand.
giving my best motivating words.
i know i am bad at it though. ;s
and then i left for my post. left wing.
.....
erm back then when we were still practising.
there was one day, where i was off.
and i just couldnt act.
tired. bored.
she taught me.
a stupid thing.
she said:
'when you are off, do this..'
then she slapped herself, as hard as my mum slap. ;p
everyone was shocked by this stupid extreme slap.
then she offered:
'do you want me to help you?'
i replied:
'ha ha... no. thanks... just keep it for yourself'
............
and back to that second day.
few seconds before i went out to stage.
i was very excited, nervous altogether.
to perform in front of my church friend is just exciting. ^^
and just pray and pray.
then she walked thru the place i sat.
and raised her hand up.
went to my cheek.
and in that very second.
i think:
'urgh, the slap. it is coming. '
and.. *pokkk*
eiggh... the gentle one.
ermphh weird. until now, i dont know what she was really doing.
my assumption:
1. she was afraid, a real slap will ignite the make-up artist anger.
as the slap will ruin my very thick-make-up.
2. she came to the wrong person.
but....
it somehow worked.
the scene 3 i performed that night was simply awesome.
the best scene 3 performed ever as i ever mentioned.
and for the proof, jenita had laughed even before i said my first line.
for whatever reason she laughed. i dun care. ;p
(i know the reason though) ;p
i just joked whatever i wanted to joke.
it was simply great.
a 2 hour friendship with a weird girl.
four months has gone.
and still a good memory to have.
some say that it will be better that GAYA 2009 did not take place.
i dun dare to say so.
too many things i will miss out if it really happens that way.
i wish i could get at least the same thing.
in NASI BUNGKUS.
so that i can write another freaking long essay.
eh. long blog i mean. ;p
1 hour before the show.
i started to worry. and then i put on my brother's ipod.
set it at the almost maximum volume.
this habit actually leads me to buy my own ipod later.
i wanted to find peace. so that i can perform better.
i picked up-tempo songs. and most of them are hillsongs'.
a bit religious, i thought, would help.
and in fact they did help.
after turning on the song, i wanted to find a good place to sit.
all places are crowded with people with their own business.
until i found a bed. behind the curtain.
it was dark. no one can see me. and i see almost no one.
'good place' i thought.
but as people always say, all good things are taken.
e.g. nice, decent, pretty lady. and whatever 'good adjective' that is combined with the word 'lady'.
yep. this small nice bed in a dark place with a very good privacy.
is taken.
but, i need a seat. so i politely, as i do all the time, ask her:
'may i sit here?'
and the girl that was there first said 'yes'
i forget how eventually we start chatting.
as i initially just wanted to get that peace from the hillsong song.
anyway, eventually i turned off the ipod.
and talked to her.
all things are brought into the talk.
until she asked,
'hei, so your record is clean. isn't it?'
then i replied,
'as in, never been in relationship?.. yes it is'
and i continued,
'yes, and by the help of few women, i keep my record clean'
and it was said very well,
as if i have broken world record.
and she said,
'ahh.... for me, by breaking some guys' hope, i am still single'
me: ough. okay. why? they are not good enough?
her: erm.. i had a bet with my friend. if i can keep myself being single,
for a year. that friend will treat me.
--> heh.... what an unfair world!
if that friend of her is mine. and the same bet is thrown at me.
i can win this for 20 years.
and i will have a free meal every year, at least once....
okay anyway, lets continue....
me: oo okay. and that one year has passed?
her: nope. but almost. i think i'll win it. *laugh*
me: hooo.... good for you then.
MC started the show.
and. we knew we had to stop.
and of course we did stop.
then, we exchanged some encouraging good words for the show.
then i left for my post. left wing.
GAYA 2009, second day...
first day was good.
but 1 hour before the show.
i felt the same anxiety.
i went straight to the bed.
ready with ipod on my both ears.
thank god. it was empty.
and dark, very dark.
and the same formula worked.
i gained my peace.
this time, i knew i would perform in front of my church friend.
a bit nervous. i wished i could do well.
30 mins before the show...
a guy came and sat with me.
then, i put off the ipod.
and had a chat.
until the girl from the first day came...
and joined us.
and....
suddenly nobody talked.
weird.
that girl broke the crowd.
and brought up the silence....
she looked gloomy.
to break that weird silence,
i said,
'my friends come to watch me...'
her: ooo, nice!!
me: erm yeah,..
another weird silence came.
me: and well, are you alright? you dont look like it.
her: ermph... my family come to watch me.
me: ooo good! i wish mine will come too.
--> my brother came though, i think to check out his ipod.
he would be happy to know that his ipod havent become two different pieces ;p
her: okay. i am worried. afraid.
me: haha. you will be fine.. *as i will* ;p
her: okay...
then after that. i shoke her hand.
giving my best motivating words.
i know i am bad at it though. ;s
and then i left for my post. left wing.
.....
erm back then when we were still practising.
there was one day, where i was off.
and i just couldnt act.
tired. bored.
she taught me.
a stupid thing.
she said:
'when you are off, do this..'
then she slapped herself, as hard as my mum slap. ;p
everyone was shocked by this stupid extreme slap.
then she offered:
'do you want me to help you?'
i replied:
'ha ha... no. thanks... just keep it for yourself'
............
and back to that second day.
few seconds before i went out to stage.
i was very excited, nervous altogether.
to perform in front of my church friend is just exciting. ^^
and just pray and pray.
then she walked thru the place i sat.
and raised her hand up.
went to my cheek.
and in that very second.
i think:
'urgh, the slap. it is coming. '
and.. *pokkk*
eiggh... the gentle one.
ermphh weird. until now, i dont know what she was really doing.
my assumption:
1. she was afraid, a real slap will ignite the make-up artist anger.
as the slap will ruin my very thick-make-up.
2. she came to the wrong person.
but....
it somehow worked.
the scene 3 i performed that night was simply awesome.
the best scene 3 performed ever as i ever mentioned.
and for the proof, jenita had laughed even before i said my first line.
for whatever reason she laughed. i dun care. ;p
(i know the reason though) ;p
i just joked whatever i wanted to joke.
it was simply great.
a 2 hour friendship with a weird girl.
four months has gone.
and still a good memory to have.
some say that it will be better that GAYA 2009 did not take place.
i dun dare to say so.
too many things i will miss out if it really happens that way.
i wish i could get at least the same thing.
in NASI BUNGKUS.
so that i can write another freaking long essay.
eh. long blog i mean. ;p
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