cewe cowo korea....

wahh cewenya cakep dah...
gombalnya si cowo juga.
bah.... ampe geli dengernye. kekeke....

balada sesuda ujan, sebelun ujian...

waktu gua lihad langid kemarin...
awan hitam berarak arak..

sang pencipta, ada di awan sebelah mana kah engkau??
yank bentuknya segitiga janggal itu.
atau yank bulat tidak kotak pun tidak ini??

gua ingin bicara...
ingin memohon...

lalu turun hujan..
awan pun hilank...
lalu engkau???

ooohh...
gua tau... awan itu tak mampu menampung engkau.
terlalu mulia engkau untuk mereka...

lalu..
kenapa??
kenapa tubuh ini yang engkau pili jadi tempad mu.

namun,, tak mengapa...

karena..
gua hanya...
ingin bicara...
ingin memohon....

possess....

human beings are possessive...

don't have it, means not good enough,
they need to own it.
own it, and then will be happy.

it is simply shown by pirated mp3 they have in the compie.
if you don't have, then it is very good sir!! and you also are good, maam!!

but,,
it does not mean you are not possessive,
human beings are possessive, as their creator is...
the question is.. how much you are allowed...
and how much you allow it to consume you...
i think you know that
it actually is not much....

because the problem is...
the creator owns you, he may be possessive..
but you don't own her, him, it.., ;p

a chronicle of me: shy prof, shy student, and a flood...

today is my MPW last class...
what is MPW? i'll let you to bluff it guys.
it will be an honour for me to receive your answer.

not a struck of creativity which hit me.
i was hit by another wave of 'sad-to-leave-this-teacher' syndrome.

jane wong was the first.
kirpal singh was the second.
and michael benayoun...
for this time round i'll call your name prof.
michael benoliel was the first israeli in the list

i decide to post this post
while the memory still remains in my head.
while in London, an israeli was sacked from his position.
here in Singapore, an israeli got a full house class in the last class.
and got an applause at the end of jolly terms he has given.

surprised getting such appreciation,
he covered his face with his two huge palms.
in tears?? nope.
he showed his face again, and talked a bit.
he said "i am a shy person"
and his face turned become so red.
and he covered his face again.
while the class was still in awe at this scene.

and i remember it clearly, when he revealed his face again.
and said "why a shy person become a professor??"
and he made the whole class laugh with him....

he unintendedly gave a spark to let me see
my 'onizuka-dream' that was long forgotten.

inside me. i was a bit ignited finding another shy guy over there.

today i also met him in the toilet.
he asked me 'how are you?'
and i said 'fine, how about you prof'
he said 'alright, alright'
with an open door cubical, he then started to pee.
(not a really shy guy, i thought)

i also still remember about your words in the other day,
you said, 'you guys (to indonesians) love to gather together,
try to think of something new, or probably from the existing items
and combine it into somthing new'

everyone started to laugh a bit..
and he continued 'no, i am serious'
i think it will be hard for me to forget those words.


i know this syndrome will go as the time ticks.
but at the moment i want to keep it.
before it really goes, i want to carve it firmly in blogger.

today i saw in my picture in his paper, there is a lot of 'l' (read el)
and i was wondering what is that...
and i came up with loveable, L(the famous detective), lust?? urgh
leader, long, lefty, lonely, lame, long-lasting.

erm, actually i did not come up with that. i lied. lol.
i came up with something unquestionable.
late. yay..
one 'l' represents one late.
what a meticulous shy professor.

anyway. i love you prof.
and... i promise
i will turn the l around into an a at the end of this term

from here,
your shy student wish you luck in your endeavour...
i give my highest respect to you prof.

by the way.
God becomes more real nowadays.
Ko omar once spoke about that few months ago.
i agree...

today i see:
that God is trully the king over the flood.
braddell today was flooded.
time to stop
coz now time to mop...

something i don't like...

never like inside it.
never wish that it will happen again.
seeing how it is now.
it seems inevitable...

wish it will never come.
if it comes,,, i don't like it.
i simply don't like it.. urgh...
let this cup go away from me Lord... ;p

thanks God it's friday...

yes. thanks God it's friday.
finish my presentation already..
four hour sleep is never enough for me.
and now. i am really tired.

let me sleep well tonight God...
go for hillsong tomorrow. never really want to go there.
but who knows something good is going to happen tomorrow.
only heaven knows.

next week, there will be the exam.
the day when i can really say. thanks God it's friday.

huaahh...
singapore is getting hotter.
it will become even hotter during GSS....

if there is something wrong

instead of running...
come, face, and solve it.
why don't give a try??

isn't it the way??
there must be a way..
and "leaving it" is obviously not the way...
at least for me, it is not the way...

dunia nya..

... he is her world
he is her God.
she lies down her life for him...

i actually don't know her,




but she and i know him....

doh..

i have been trying to find a phrase to describe it.
and i know now...

i know what they do this summer.


and i know what i do this summer.
and i won't let them do.
they won't let me do it, i suppose

this summer is hot...
very hot

konci jawaban...

huhu...
quiz nya ga laku. =S
erm, kurank menarik yaa hadiahnya summ??
tapi kan kalo uda homestay, nanti dibeliin es duren..
huehue...

jadi jawaban yank diterima sampe saat ini:
cuman dua: si 'her' nya si girl yank ga tau sapa.
sama 'rancu' jawaban dari rancu
dan 'gulink' dari elisa.

jawaban yank tepad adalah:
botol susu yank diisi susu sustagen anged... yayyy!!
seinged gua sih susunya stroberi ya...
soalnya gua suka manis2.
dan wakto kecil gua kira yank warnanya makin mera berarti makin manis.
jadi gua kira susu stroberi manis.

itulah yank mentriger gua beli HL stroberi di blog terdahulu....
dan sedank mencari cara memanaskannya pake microwave...
konon kata si girl bisa sih, tapi gua masi kurank paham...

i miss...

i miss you...
sleeping under my warm blankets, i wish you were here.
you never really slept with me under my blankets.

but you came close to me, to make me even warmer.
i can't describe how much i crave for you.
i tried to find your replacement.
but, never make my heart melt.

question of the day pals...
who is 'you' here??
the winner is entitled for a free homestay program.
try your luck!!

in jesus' name... Amen.... things i had never done before i did...

i want to know you more
you are a great big God
i am young and do not know a lot,
come and be my all

i want to love you more,
giving you my life and all
you died for me, you sacrified
i won't forget you Lord

i love Jesus, i grow up knowing you
i love you Jesus, i grow up serving you
i love you Jesus, my life be saved by you
i'll never forget,
never forget. grow up loving you.

...
recently i did a few things i had never done before,
buying a non pirated computer game
buying toto..
buying ham chim peng here.
buying strawberry milk here.

bye bye part time job...

i never pray for it,
therefore, i simply don't get it.
the part time job never means a lot for me.
it means something, though.

walked thru the orchard alone.
went from one hotel to the other...
went to school, cold storage, school, cold storage...
it led me to nothing but more nap, though.

so simply, bye bye part time job.
welcome back a student that loves to sleep until 11.
beats the deadline, loves to go back home to take a nap.
prepares to wake up morning to go gym, but never really do it.
erm, not peter parker obviously.
he does a part time job.
probably adrian was right,
nobita is more suitable in this case, except his specs and his socks.
and of course not his gpa.. Amennn!!!

but, i still think that valesca is wrong.
not a kobochan for sure!!! -__-"

i believe (it is the name of the song sung)

i watched it on the valentine day....
alone...
erm not really actually,
with my computer,
and probably my maid behind, cooking something if i am not wrong.

how to get 'the thing' in 10 ways...

here i will list 10 ways
these are indeed 10 quick ways in getting what you want.
such as...
a car.
a house. to fix a cock up laptop.
a good score for exam. a good gpa.
a lovely decent fish website. a deal.
a boyfriend. a girlfriend. a news from macau.
11 may to come fast. 28 june to come fast.
15 june will never come. 15 june to come fast.
a pda brother. a husband. a wife. health.
a stewardess position. or even a stewardess.
money.

so the quick ten ways are:
1. pray
2. pray
3. pray
4. pray
5. pray
6. pray
7. pray
8. pray
9. pray
10. pray

just like the personal msg of my friend Alissa :
"ask, and it shall be given...."
that actually is quoted from the great book...

pideo bagushhh...(disana menanti disini menunggu)

apa kata dunia???!!

kuya, gua ga bgitu kenal elo sih..
tadinya gua mayan setuju sih soal bisa nulis apa aja di blog.

sampe skarank juga masi setuju...
tapi ga bisa bener2 apa ajah si kayanya. haha..
dolo waktu ga ada pembaca, bingunk nulis buad apa.
tapi bisa tulis apa aja. ;p
skarank ada pembaca, tapi ga yakin juga sih..

erm minimal satu dua mungkin ada de.
walo satu dua, ga bole nulis apa aja... ;p

erm, kenapa judulnya 'apa kata dunia' hayooo??
ga ada hubungannya?? emank ga ada..
itu cuman abis nntn pelem naga bonar aje. ;p

conclusion pelem naga bonar: i love tora's movie.
quickie express, nagabonar, and of course extravaganza.
banyu biru--> katanya pelem homo, benarkah??

erm, setuju sih gua.
kadank, berbagai masala, ketika dihadapi, cukup
tarik napas panjank,, dibuankk, tariikk,
ngedenn buu,, tarikk napas, buankkk... ayo buu...
dikid lagi buu. hajar buu,, tahan yahh buuu... ayo buu....

huehue.. intinye si, tarik napas buank,,,
kata si nenek si soft-core porn writer, mamanya soft-core porn writer,
tante2 yank suka soft-core porn writer,
kita will be alrite. katanye.

lalu2...
bulan lalu, rekor2 terpecahkan,
sms terpanjank, blog terbanyak...
laluu2.
ada lagiii. ada lagu hymn...
yank ternyata ci anita juga ada. dan gua suka dengerin.
apalagi waktu sendiri blajar exam...

1.Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.
2. Be Thou my Wisdom, Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee, Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.
5. High King of heaven, my victory won,
May I reach heaven's joys, O bright heav'ns Son!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my vision, O ruler of all.

judulnya be Thou my vision.


laluuu lagi...
smua yank ga bisa tulis disini. tulis di word aje ahh. haha...
kali2 bisa jadi buku. ;p
gua jual...
jadi kaya ...
beli ruma, beli mobil...
jadi terkenal, bisa perpuluhan, dan laen laen
dan sebagaenya. hehehe.....

mungkin gua bukan chairil anwar,
bukan J.K. Rowling,
atopun Bung Karno yank membakar nagabonar...
tapi marilah gua quote si soft-core porn writer
'i write to get love' ;p

not necessarily true.
reading, hearing, sensing makes me know that i am loved, though. ;p

dream

martin luther king might have a dream...



westlife may also have a dream...



connie also has..

and so do i.
let me dream it.
and let it come true.

after ci fenny lo and ci diana dropped me...
i walked alone thru the jungle and the sea...
huahua..
no lar sir... only an empty road, not a jungle nor a sea...

i needed to go back home coz i left my triangle compact disc
oo ya..
actually we had a leader's retreat here in..
ermm nlsi or something like that in buona vista.

a wonderful night.
and an expected tearful night.

to the brothers whose feet i cleaned:
most of you don't cry
but y'all have been tremendous for me.
you are handsome guys bro!! just like me!!
anybody say amen?? AMENNN!!!

wish you had a very nice 27 year-old to my real brother

wish you had a nice plan for this 2nd may for... i think everybody knows rite?
wish dedi good with his internship, and so does shandy
wish gheko fine fine also (bae bae juga ;p)

to the sisters whose feet i cleaned:
erm...
yup, most of you cried
y'all are still beautiful though..
great plan of Him lies just exactly in front of you
so, don't worry be happy!!
i think i'll borrow a quote from a grandmother of a soft-core porn writer.
"you are gonna be alrite"

to the sisters in braddel:
couldn't clean your feet, i didn't find any wet tissues in my way home ;p
although one was busy with her suikoden, and
the other was busy with chatting, i suppose.
and i was sadly dumped alone in the darkness behind y'all
only can see your back, just like moses saw God's back....
y'all are beautiful too... ;p
wish y'all good too :D
and i know you will also wish me good rite??
so next time cook for me that japanese curry. yay..!!

ermm..

and for ci biena.
i promise i will bring my bible as many time as i can...


summer is coming...
i think singapore has gotten hotter and hotter...
and first may is opened with a wonderful morning.
but could be better. coz the best is yet to come.